I am so sad to see it go, but it has to be.
I can not do all the work the boat needs each year, nor can I afford the expenses. It has been 3 months since Dan passed and it is time for me to move on with this new phase of my life, where ever that takes me.
Part of me wants to carry on with the plans that Dan and I made together, but the other part of me knows that that may not be possible. So, for now, I will just keep putting one foot in front of the other, keep myself busy and make decisions only when I am sure of what to do.
I am very lonely, as we always did everything together. He did not have a separate group of friends he did things with, nor did I. Not having anyone to tell things to, or share news with or share plans with is the hardest part.
OH, WELL, I'M SURE I'LL GET THROUGH IT.
