Sunday 1 December 2019

ANOTHER MONTH HAS PASSED

Here we are in December.  Where have the last 6 months gone?  

My oldest son Jim is having the family at his place for dinner this year so I don't have to plan for that.  But I did get my tree up today.  LOL

I’m doing OK. Starting to face some realities. As I was telling a friend recently, I didn’t realize how much of a fog I was living in. And now I’m getting some small glimpses of my reality and I don’t like it one little bit. 

But I know all us widows get through it somehow. I think that this fog I've been living in is a protector that lets me accept things only when I am able to handle it. So I’m looking at it as a positive. 

It lets us "Think about it tomorrow" as Scarlett Ohara said.